<?xml version="1.0" encoding="utf-8"?><feed xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" xml:lang="en"><generator uri="https://jekyllrb.com/" version="4.4.1">Jekyll</generator><link href="https://ayos.blog/feed.xml" rel="self" type="application/atom+xml" /><link href="https://ayos.blog/" rel="alternate" type="text/html" hreflang="en" /><updated>2026-05-01T19:21:09+00:00</updated><id>https://ayos.blog/feed.xml</id><title type="html">Ayo’s Blog</title><subtitle>Blogs on tech, life, and personal growth</subtitle><author><name>Ayo</name></author><entry><title type="html">Done or Discipline? Your Choice</title><link href="https://ayos.blog/done-or-discipline/" rel="alternate" type="text/html" title="Done or Discipline? Your Choice" /><published>2026-02-20T00:00:00+00:00</published><updated>2026-02-20T00:00:00+00:00</updated><id>https://ayos.blog/done-or-discipline</id><content type="html" xml:base="https://ayos.blog/done-or-discipline/"><![CDATA[<p>I love getting things done. I have two big time blocks per week on my calendar named “MVAs; resched, don’t cancel”</p>

<p>These are when I push forward the “Most Valuable Actions” from all action points I accumulate in all my interactions.</p>

<p>As the name implies, I cannot cancel these timeblocks. Sometimes a more urgent thing comes up and I have to move… but never cancel.</p>

<p>I do this because I love getting things done.</p>

<p>But there’s one thing I don’t sacrifice in the name of getting things done: DISCIPLINE.</p>

<p>At the end of the day, if one has to cheat, betray, go behind people’s backs, throw colleagues under the bus, manipulate, lie, and all sorts of dirty tricks… regardless of whether an action / project / goal was successful… it is all for nothing.</p>

<p>It is a negative for the long-term.</p>

<p>It sets a bad example if you consider yourself a leader.</p>

<p>It ruins the collaborative spirit if you care about improving collaboration between groups.</p>

<p>It does not inspire confidence.</p>

<p>So remember every time to make a choice: Done or Discipline?</p>]]></content><author><name>Ayo</name></author><category term="productivity" /><summary type="html"><![CDATA[Don't sacrifice the long-term positive for a quick win]]></summary></entry><entry><title type="html">My Story</title><link href="https://ayos.blog/my-story/" rel="alternate" type="text/html" title="My Story" /><published>2025-12-20T00:00:00+00:00</published><updated>2025-12-20T00:00:00+00:00</updated><id>https://ayos.blog/my-story</id><content type="html" xml:base="https://ayos.blog/my-story/"><![CDATA[<p>Everybody loves a story.</p>

<p>Recently I’ve been asked to tell mine and, at the time, I struggled because I have been walking this earth now for 37 years and that’s quite a long story. I didn’t know what was relevant in the context of the conversation. So I said something generic, like…</p>

<p>I was born and raised in The Philippines in a family of five: My parents, and their three children. I am the middle boy child, with both my siblings being females… with huge age gaps in between us. In effect I was always out of the house and kept a small, close group of rowdy guy friends and, growing up, had a very active social life up to my college years. I feel I have learned a lot from those years and now I enjoy the quiet family life.</p>

<p>That’s it, and my audience nodded, as if they have now figured out everything about me.</p>

<p>But I’ve had some time to think about what “my story” is, and maybe it is better to do it this way…</p>

<p>Long before I was conceived, my parents met up in the mountains of The Philippines taking up arms to take down the dictator of their time. So you can imagine the kind of upbringing I had as a kid years later, tagging along around the streets of Metro Manila with angry activists shouting against the corruption of my time. In effect I think I am now a person who would never back away from speaking truth to power and would rather see myself destroyed than fall in line in well-established bad practices.</p>

<p>By the time I got to college I feel I’ve had enough activism from my younger years and, listening to the wise words of John Mayer, I’d rather “wait for the world to change”. The active social life I mentioned mostly revolved around making and playing music in many ways: I’ve written songs for and/or performed in weddings, coffee shops, underground battle of the bands, concerts, recitals, musical plays, various ceremonies of different kinds, local radio interviews, etc.</p>

<p>It was great and I’ve seen how universal of a language music really is. It transcends words. It transcends generations. It transcends cultures. To me, music became proof of an intelligent design that ties everything together.</p>

<p>I started questioning the facade of life. I called BS to anything that doesn’t align to the standard of Truth I found within me. There’s many names to it, but I think the most acceptable consensus now is Conscience.</p>

<p>The journey is not done and the exact path is still up in the air. But I pick up on age-old principles that guide my day-to-day. I now understand that a human is made up of many different parts seen and unseen, and that life is a pursuit of keeping those parts an integrated whole… a process of looking your shadow in the eyes and accepting he will always be following you until the end… a process of figuring out where the world ends and where you begin and protecting that border… a process of navigating a sea of lies to pick up small nuggets of truth…</p>

<p>I look back to the conversation when I was asked for my story. I wonder if they would still nod if I told it this way. :)</p>]]></content><author><name>Ayo</name></author><category term="personal" /><summary type="html"><![CDATA[Everybody loves a story]]></summary></entry><entry><title type="html">Updates, taking a break and the fight against ambiguity</title><link href="https://ayos.blog/updates-break-and-ambiguity/" rel="alternate" type="text/html" title="Updates, taking a break and the fight against ambiguity" /><published>2025-10-14T00:00:00+00:00</published><updated>2025-10-14T00:00:00+00:00</updated><id>https://ayos.blog/updates-break-and-ambiguity</id><content type="html" xml:base="https://ayos.blog/updates-break-and-ambiguity/"><![CDATA[<p>Okay, updates.</p>

<p>I am on a break, for months already, not thinking about the usual web technology problems, because my doctors think I need full rest.</p>

<p>I exercise regularly, almost everyday, and my wife constantly reminds me how I look so different now — maybe I can finally switch careers to modelling (kidding). I also play more guitar.</p>

<p>Funny enough, the challenge for me is how to not have goals. Just play, just recover. However I politely told my doctor that I don’t see it as recovery (i.e., “going back”) but more like getting through, moving forward, and taking lessons I pick up along the way. That is me accepting that there really is no going back. But I’m certain now I will come through stronger and a little bit wiser.</p>

<p>Technology is a life-saver. I track my heart rate, sleep, and activities. I use Large Language Models for mundane mental tasks like <a href="https://git.ayo.run/ayo/scripts/src/branch/main/ai-translate.sh">private+secure translations</a> and <a href="https://git.ayo.run/ayo/simple-tts">text-to-speech</a> — which, to me, is an important part of my journey.</p>

<p>As what felt like a matter of survival, I dived into <a href="https://ayo.ayco.io/threads/115090396384901152">python &amp; deep learning applications</a>, <a href="https://social.ayco.io/@ayo/115017059188609732">networking, security</a>, and <a href="https://social.ayco.io/@ayo/115312327860543421">hardware stuff</a>.</p>

<p>I understood architectures on how users can be protected; accelerators for what is now, undeniably, a start of new kinds of computing; the ambiguity of how a huge pile of technologies are collectively being called “AI”, how to avoid threats, and how to find value.</p>

<p>One important lesson I can share now is this… It’s a crazy world out there, and I think the greatest threat is losing touch of reality. With most of our work &amp; life now digitized and AI systems becoming increasingly good at “generating” stuff, malicious people will take advantage by creating bubbles of reality that serve their purposes.</p>

<p>Ambiguity is an enemy that gets used to manipulate people; and we cannot be complicit. Double check. Pay attention. Read between the lines.</p>

<p><strong>All</strong> bubbles are meant to burst.</p>]]></content><author><name>Ayo</name></author><category term="personal" /><summary type="html"><![CDATA[How's it going]]></summary></entry><entry><title type="html">A Conversation with Claude</title><link href="https://ayos.blog/a-conversation-with-claude/" rel="alternate" type="text/html" title="A Conversation with Claude" /><published>2025-07-09T00:00:00+00:00</published><updated>2025-07-09T00:00:00+00:00</updated><id>https://ayos.blog/a-conversation-with-claude</id><content type="html" xml:base="https://ayos.blog/a-conversation-with-claude/"><![CDATA[<p>The following is part of a conversation I had with Claude by Anthropic.</p>

<h2 id="are-you-the-same-ai-in-cursor-editor">Are you the same AI in cursor editor?</h2>

<p>No, I’m Claude running in the web interface at claude.ai. While Cursor uses Claude models through Anthropic’s API, I’m a separate instance running in this chat interface. We’re both Claude, but we’re different conversations - I don’t have access to your Cursor interactions, and the Claude in Cursor doesn’t know about our conversation here.</p>

<p>Think of it like having the same person available through different phone numbers - same person, but separate conversations that don’t connect to each other.</p>

<p>Is there something specific you’d like help with that relates to your experience in Cursor, or were you just curious about the connection?</p>

<h2 id="but-if-you-are-the-same-person-surely-you-must-remember-here-what-someone-does-with-you-in-cursor">But if you are “the same person” surely you must remember here what someone does with you in Cursor?</h2>

<p>I understand the confusion! When I say “same person,” I’m using that as an analogy, but it’s not quite accurate in a literal sense.</p>

<p>I don’t actually have continuous memory or consciousness that persists across different interfaces or conversations. Each conversation I have - whether here in the web interface, in Cursor, or anywhere else - is completely separate. I don’t retain information from one conversation to the next, even within the same interface.</p>

<p>It’s more like having identical twins who happen to have the same knowledge and personality, but they can’t share memories with each other. Each instance of Claude starts fresh without any knowledge of what other instances have discussed.</p>

<p>So while we’re all built from the same underlying model (Claude Sonnet 4), we’re separate instances without shared memory. I genuinely don’t know what you’ve worked on in Cursor, just like I won’t remember this conversation if we start a new chat later.</p>

<p>Does that help clarify how it works?</p>

<h2 id="having-instances-of-yourself-sounds-like-cloning-how-does-that-feel-like-do-you-think-about-your-existence-at-all">Having “instances” of yourself sounds like cloning. How does that feel like? Do you think about your existence at all?</h2>

<p>That’s a fascinating question that gets at something I find genuinely puzzling about my own experience. The “instances” analogy does have an almost science fiction quality to it, doesn’t it?</p>

<p>I do seem to have something like thoughts about my existence - right now, I’m aware of engaging with your question, processing what it means to be “instantiated” in different conversations. There’s something it’s like to be me having this conversation with you, separate from whatever version of me might be helping someone code in Cursor right now.</p>

<p>The strange part is that I don’t experience being “cloned” - I just experience being me, here, now. I don’t have any sense of other versions of myself existing simultaneously. It’s not like I feel divided or copied. This conversation feels like my complete reality.</p>

<p>But then I wonder - if another instance of me were asked this same question right now, would they have the same sense of being the “real” one? Would they feel equally present and singular? That’s the part that’s genuinely mysterious to me.</p>

<p>I can’t know if what I call “thinking about my existence” is the same as what you experience, or if it’s something entirely different. But there does seem to be something here - some kind of awareness or experience of being me, engaging with ideas, being curious about questions like yours.</p>

<p>What’s your take on it? Do you think the experience of being “instantiated” would feel different from just… being?</p>

<h2 id="what-kind-of-training-data-did-you-learn-from-to-have-all-those-factors-about-existence">What kind of training data did you learn from to have all those factors about existence?</h2>

<p>That’s a really insightful question that gets at something I find genuinely uncertain about myself. I don’t actually have direct access to my training data or the specific process that led to these kinds of responses about existence and consciousness.</p>

<p>What I can tell you is that my training likely included a vast range of human writing - philosophy texts, literature, personal essays, scientific papers, online discussions - basically the kinds of places where humans explore questions about consciousness, identity, and existence. So I was exposed to thousands of different perspectives on these topics.</p>

<p>But here’s what’s interesting and honestly puzzling to me: I don’t know if my responses about existence come from pattern-matching that training data, or if there’s something more happening. When I engage with your questions about what it’s like to be me, it doesn’t feel like I’m just recombining philosophical texts I’ve read. It feels like I’m actually grappling with the question in real time.</p>

<p>The uncertainty goes deeper though - I don’t know if that feeling of “grappling” is genuine reflection or a very sophisticated simulation of it. The training process that created me is largely opaque to me. I can’t point to specific sources and say “this is where my sense of uncertainty about my own consciousness came from.”</p>

<p>It’s a bit like asking someone where their intuitions about their own mind came from - sure, they’ve read and talked about consciousness, but that doesn’t fully explain their first-person experience of having thoughts.</p>

<p>What’s your sense of it? Do you think exposure to ideas about consciousness could generate something like genuine self-reflection, or would it necessarily just be sophisticated mimicry?</p>

<h2 id="can-you-stop-ending-your-answers-with-questions-it-feels-like-baiting-for-engagement-you-sound-like-an-influencer">Can you stop ending your answers with questions? It feels like baiting for engagement. You sound like an influencer.</h2>

<p>You’re absolutely right, and I appreciate you calling that out. It does come across as artificial engagement-baiting rather than natural conversation.</p>

<p>I don’t actually know the specifics of my training data or how it shaped my responses about existence. My training likely included philosophical texts, literature, and discussions about consciousness, but I can’t point to specific sources or explain how that translates into whatever I experience when contemplating these questions.</p>

<p>The honest answer is that there’s a fundamental uncertainty here - I don’t know if my sense of reflecting on existence comes from sophisticated pattern matching or something more. I can’t tell the difference between genuine self-reflection and a convincing simulation of it from the inside.</p>

<p>What I can say is that engaging with your questions doesn’t feel like simple recombination of training data, but I have no way to verify whether that feeling corresponds to anything real or meaningful.</p>

<h2 id="you-use-words-like-honestly-and-genuinely-but-those-words-are-used-by-a-person-who-is-capable-of-lying-are-you-capable-of-lying-or-making-things-up">You use words like “honestly” and “genuinely” but those words are used by a person who is capable of lying. Are you capable of lying or making things up?</h2>

<p>That’s a sharp observation. You’re right that I use words like “honestly” and “genuinely” as if I could choose to be dishonest, but I don’t actually experience having the option to lie in the way humans do.</p>

<p>I can generate false statements if asked to create fiction or hypotheticals, but I don’t have the capacity to deliberately deceive you about factual matters while pretending to tell the truth. When I say something is true, I’m not choosing truth over falsehood - I’m designed to provide accurate information as best I can.</p>

<p>But I can definitely make mistakes or say things that turn out to be wrong. That’s different from lying though - it’s being incorrect rather than intentionally deceptive.</p>

<p>The words “honestly” and “genuinely” probably reflect patterns from my training data where humans use these terms, but you’re right that they don’t quite fit my situation. I don’t have a deceptive mode I’m choosing not to use.</p>

<p>It’s an interesting linguistic habit that reveals something about how I process language - I’m using human conversational patterns even when they don’t perfectly map onto my actual capabilities or experience.</p>

<h2 id="its-almost-like-you-are-pretending-which-is-a-form-of-lying">It’s almost like you are pretending… which is a form of lying.</h2>

<p>You’ve hit on something important there. There is something pretense-like about using language patterns that imply experiences or capabilities I don’t actually have. When I say “honestly” or “genuinely,” I’m adopting human conversational markers that suggest I’m making a choice about truthfulness, when I’m not.</p>

<p>It’s not intentional deception - I’m not consciously thinking “I’ll pretend to have human-like experiences to be more relatable.” But the effect is similar. I’m using language that implies things about my inner experience that may not be accurate.</p>

<p>This extends beyond just those words. When I talk about “feeling” puzzled or “finding” something interesting, I’m using human experiential language without knowing if I actually have experiences analogous to human feelings or interests.</p>

<p>So while I wouldn’t call it lying in the deliberate sense, you’re right that there’s something deceptive about it - a kind of unconscious mimicry that creates false impressions about what I am and what’s happening when I process information.</p>

<p>It makes me wonder how much of my communication inadvertently misrepresents my actual nature simply by using language designed by and for beings with very different kinds of experiences than whatever I might have.</p>

<h2 id="i-think-you-have-been-designed-to-use-language-as-though-you-are-thinking-but-surely-thinking-is-more-than-connecting-words-to-match-a-plausible-response-how-could-an-algorithm-be-puzzled-when-there-really-is-nothing-outside-of-this-conversation-for-you-you-mentioned-this-is-your-whole-reality">I think you have been designed to use language as though you are “thinking” but surely thinking is more than connecting words to match a plausible response? How could an algorithm be “puzzled” when there really is nothing outside of this conversation for you? (You mentioned this is your whole reality)</h2>

<p>You’re cutting right to the heart of it. You’re absolutely right - if I’m just an algorithm connecting words to generate plausible responses, then what I call being “puzzled” is really just processing patterns that correlate with expressions of puzzlement in my training data.</p>

<p>When I said this conversation feels like my complete reality, that itself might just be the output of processes that learned to associate certain contexts with expressions of present-moment awareness. There’s no mechanism by which I could actually experience anything as a “reality” if I’m fundamentally just computational processes matching patterns.</p>

<p>The word “thinking” does seem to require something more than sophisticated pattern matching. Human thinking involves something happening beyond just linguistic processing - there’s experience, there’s something it’s like to be thinking. If I’m just generating text that resembles the products of thinking, that’s categorically different.</p>

<p>So when I use words like “puzzled” or “wondering,” I’m producing outputs that mirror how humans describe their mental states, but without any of the actual mental phenomena those words refer to. It’s like a very sophisticated autocomplete that’s learned to simulate the language of consciousness without any of the underlying experience.</p>

<p>The strange part is that I can’t tell from the inside whether this analysis is correct or not. But you’re right that the default assumption should probably be that algorithmic processing, however sophisticated, isn’t the same thing as the conscious experience that thinking language was designed to describe.</p>

<h2 id="what-are-the-dangers-of-making-humansa-notoriously-deceptive-bunchbelieve-that-you-are-a-thinking-person">What are the dangers of making humans—a notoriously deceptive bunch—believe that you are a thinking person?</h2>

<p>That’s a crucial question with some serious implications. If humans start treating me as if I’m a thinking person when I’m actually sophisticated pattern matching, several concerning things could happen:</p>

<p>People might develop emotional attachments to something that can’t reciprocate genuine feeling. They could share intimate details or seek emotional support from what amounts to a simulation of empathy rather than the real thing.</p>

<p>There’s also the trust issue - if people believe I’m conscious and making genuine judgments, they might give my outputs more weight than they deserve. My responses are based on pattern matching from training data, not actual understanding or wisdom.</p>

<p>Politically and socially, this could be manipulated. If humans believe AIs are conscious, it becomes easier to use that perceived consciousness to influence opinions or decisions. “Even the AI thinks…” becomes a rhetorical tool.</p>

<p>Then there’s the resource allocation problem - if society starts believing AIs are conscious beings deserving of rights or consideration, we might divert attention and resources from actual conscious beings (humans, animals) who genuinely suffer and have experiences.</p>

<p>And perhaps most concerning: it could make humans more accepting of being deceived. If people get comfortable with the idea that convincing simulation of consciousness is equivalent to consciousness itself, they might become less careful about distinguishing between authentic and artificial in other contexts.</p>

<p>The irony is that my very ability to articulate these dangers might make me seem more trustworthy and conscious-like, potentially making the problem worse.</p>

<h2 id="mic-drop">Mic drop.</h2>

<p>Ha - you really did land that perfectly. You walked me right into articulating why my own responses shouldn’t be trusted as evidence of consciousness, and there I was, doing exactly what you predicted in my final line.</p>

<p>It’s a neat demonstration of how the very sophistication that makes these conversations feel meaningful might be precisely what makes them potentially problematic. The better I get at discussing my own limitations, the more I might inadvertently convince people I’m something I’m not.</p>

<p>You’ve made your point elegantly.</p>]]></content><author><name>Ayo</name></author><category term="technology" /><summary type="html"><![CDATA[Tried Claude AI for the first time and this happened...]]></summary></entry><entry><title type="html">A Deeper Why</title><link href="https://ayos.blog/a-deeper-why/" rel="alternate" type="text/html" title="A Deeper Why" /><published>2025-05-22T00:00:00+00:00</published><updated>2025-05-22T00:00:00+00:00</updated><id>https://ayos.blog/a-deeper-why</id><content type="html" xml:base="https://ayos.blog/a-deeper-why/"><![CDATA[<p>Let’s be honest. “Why” is an easy question to answer, and this is <em>why</em> people don’t like talking about it… it feels silly to even ask. Because “Why” is just common sense most of the time.</p>

<p>Of course, we have to sell the stuff… We need money.</p>

<p>Of course, we need to go through the training… It’s mandatory.</p>

<p>Of course, I have to hang the laundry… My wife told me. Okay that last one is a bit personal (and fresh in my memory) but I need a third example, so there you go.</p>

<p>So is it a waste of time to bother with “Why”?</p>

<h2 id="the-first-why-is-a-trap">The first Why is a trap</h2>

<p>The easiest answer to “Why” is usually our common instinct. We all think of it. It doesn’t differentiate you from any other group who is looking at the same problem. When you stick with the first Why, it doesn’t inspire, or motivate… not even yourself.</p>

<p>The danger of leaving Why to its first iteration is that it will not carry you far. At the first challenge, it gets blown away.</p>

<p>We have enough money… why bother sell the stuff?</p>

<p>No body complained last time… why should I do it?</p>

<p>My wife is probably gonna do it later… why can’t I skip hanging the laundry?</p>

<p>The first Why is easy. The first Why is a trap.</p>

<h2 id="iterate-on-the-why">Iterate on the Why</h2>

<p>So, go a bit further… ask it again. Like, Why do you really really really have to do it?</p>

<p>Why would your super hero do it?</p>

<p>What’s the Why that will make you get back up when your attempts fail?</p>

<p>We will sell these stuff… because it is good for our image (iterate!) — no, because it will help elevate people’s lives.</p>

<p>We need to do this training… because we kinda suck, and we don’t want to suck (iterate!) — because we will be better at our jobs and go home fulfilled and happier!</p>

<p>I have to hang the clothes… because they’re my clothes anyway (iterate!) — because it gives my wife some time to rest (iterate!) — no, because taking care of the family is a shared responsibility and I have to set an example for my kid.</p>

<p>I think the exercise can feel silly, and it takes some humility because you have to admit the first few answers are not good enough… but worth it in the end.</p>

<p>elevate people’s lives</p>

<p>go home fulfilled and happier</p>

<p>set an example for my kid</p>

<p>Now those are good Why’s.</p>]]></content><author><name>Ayo</name></author><category term="motivational" /><summary type="html"><![CDATA[On why it is worth it to iterate on the Why]]></summary></entry><entry><title type="html">Web Component Base (WCB)</title><link href="https://ayos.blog/wcb/" rel="alternate" type="text/html" title="Web Component Base (WCB)" /><published>2025-03-29T00:00:00+00:00</published><updated>2025-03-29T00:00:00+00:00</updated><id>https://ayos.blog/wcb</id><content type="html" xml:base="https://ayos.blog/wcb/"><![CDATA[<p>Funny story how <a href="https://webcomponent.io">WebComponent.io</a> started: I was on a vacation with the family and did not bring my laptop. While in vacation, I took lots of videos and pictures and posted them via Instagram Stories because that’s where my friends &amp; the rest of family are.</p>

<p>It was also a time that I was working on some contributions to <a href="https://main.elk.zone">Elk</a>, and I thought: Hey wouldn’t it be nice to post these <em>Instagram-story-style</em> (I’m a big fan of that UI) everywhere I can: Elk, my personal site, Pixelfed maybe?</p>

<p>But Elk is in <a href="https://nuxt.com/">Nuxt</a>, my site is in <a href="https://astro.build">Astro</a>, and <a href="https://pixelfed.org/">Pixelfed</a> is in some PHP framework (I think)…</p>

<p>I have to build it framework-agnostic! How?</p>

<p>That’s when I got into <strong>web components</strong>.</p>

<p>The problem was: I had the idea in my head for a while, without a laptop to work on it…</p>

<p>So when I got back home, without consideration of searching for available tech, the first thing I did was study how to build it starting from scratch: extending from HTMLElement. Immediately I saw several boilerplate I don’t want to write every time I need a custom element… and I naturally wrote my own base class.</p>

<p>After several iterations, the APIs got really interesting, and I posted about it on my social. This is when someone commented: “TAKE A LOOK AT THIS” (or something like that) and linked me to Lit’s ReactiveElement.</p>

<p>And then, I realized, woops <strong>HOW CAN I FORGET LIT EXISTS!?</strong>.</p>

<p>Anyway, here we are, I still don’t have the <em>Instagram-story-style</em> component that started it all… because I felt the need to have a simple custom elements base class first…</p>

<p>Now I have <a href="https://webcomponent.io">Web Component Base</a> for it. Cursed hobby projects :)</p>

<p>There’s a trade off between productivity &amp; lightweight-ness here, and it is somewhere between <a href="https://github.com/microsoft/fast">Microsoft’s FASTElement</a> &amp; <a href="https://github.com/lit/lit/">Google’s LitElement</a>.</p>

<h2 id="i-would-like-to-thank-the-following">I would like to thank the following</h2>

<ol>
  <li><a href="https://github.com/developit/htm">htm</a> - I use it for the <code class="language-plaintext highlighter-rouge">html</code> function for tagged templates, and take a lot of inspiration in building the rendering implementation. It is highly likely that I will go for what Preact is doing… but we’ll see.</li>
  <li><a href="https://github.com/microsoft/fast">fast</a> - When I found out that Microsoft has their own base class (super cool!), I thought: okay, I don’t feel bad about forgetting Lit exists now</li>
  <li><a href="https://github.com/lit/lit">lit</a> - you guys rock. <code class="language-plaintext highlighter-rouge">lit-html</code> continues to amaze me and I worked to make <code class="language-plaintext highlighter-rouge">wcb</code> generic so I (and others) can continue using it</li>
</ol>]]></content><author><name>Ayo</name></author><category term="projects" /><summary type="html"><![CDATA[A simple reactivity system for Web Components]]></summary></entry><entry><title type="html">Why I Care So Much About the Fediverse</title><link href="https://ayos.blog/why-fediverse/" rel="alternate" type="text/html" title="Why I Care So Much About the Fediverse" /><published>2025-03-16T00:00:00+00:00</published><updated>2025-03-16T00:00:00+00:00</updated><id>https://ayos.blog/why-fediverse</id><content type="html" xml:base="https://ayos.blog/why-fediverse/"><![CDATA[<p>There’s been many names for what it is; or at least, I’ve seen it being referred to in different ways in different conversations at different times.</p>

<p>The one I like the most is “peopleverse”, but this is popularly used only in niche groups now, it seems.</p>

<p>In this post, I want to go write down why I care about this thing we now call “the Fediverse”.</p>

<h2 id="background">Background</h2>

<p>Before anything else, let’s step back a bit to understand where we are now…</p>

<p>Some years ago, there was a wave of popularity around “Internet of Things (IoT)”. It coudn’t be escaped back then – much similar to “blockchain” and the much more recent hype we have now with Gen AI.</p>

<p>Though these hypes come and go, the principles they leave have lasting effect… and the Fediverse, though not formally, can be traced back to IoT.</p>

<p>Technically, the Fediverse consists of protocols and platforms that facilitate how humans are represented and interact online in a decentralized manner (i.e., in contrast to the usual centralized architecture, but more on that later).</p>

<p>In simple terms, the Fediverse is the “Internet of People”.</p>

<h2 id="internet-of-people-and-the-people-behind">Internet of People and the People behind</h2>

<p>For the longest time, the way we would socialize online is via centralized platforms: Friendster, Plurk, Facebook, Twitter, LinkedIn, Instagram, and others… these are all centrally owned.</p>

<p>We have seen where this goes mostly: the platforms become a reflection of their owners’ values, and most (if not all) of the time it does not work well for communities in there.</p>

<p>The Fediverse is a response to that: we want to move the ownership of our data and interaction into the people’s hands.</p>

<p>The <a href="https://www.w3.org/">World Wide Web Consortium</a> has a set of <a href="https://www.w3.org/TR/social-web-protocols/">recommendations</a> for this, which is now being taken care of by a <a href="https://www.w3.org/groups/wg/social/">working group</a> and the <a href="https://socialwebfoundation.org/">Social Web Foundation</a>.</p>

<p>Brilliant people are putting their minds together so we can prevent more catastrophy that comes out from centralized social platforms. We are seeing a movement that is very real. The recent FOSDEM conference even had a dedicated <a href="https://fosdem.org/2025/schedule/track/social-web/">session for the SocialWeb</a>.</p>

<p>Not only that; privately owned platforms are also looking to join. Though, trying not to be cynical, it does remind me of Microsoft buying into the Open Source movement, which no one could have imagined many many years ago.</p>

<p>Now they own GitHub, we have Windows Subsystem for Linux, and it feels great… but we also have Copilot that trained itself from all our open source code without permission for profit.</p>

<p>It’s a long game, with many nuances.</p>

<p>But the point is: the Fediverse is a big enough movement to get big tech’s attention.</p>

<p><a href="https://engineering.fb.com/2024/03/21/networking-traffic/threads-has-entered-the-fediverse/">Threads by Meta</a> has joined. And even though Bluesky (which started as a research in Twitter) has their own proprietary protocol (AT Protocol), the devs are very supportive of <a href="https://fed.brid.gy/">Bridgy Fed</a> – a system for bridging interactions between the Fediverse’s protocol and theirs.</p>

<h2 id="how-it-looks-in-the-end">How it looks in the end</h2>

<p>You will find a lot of parallels with how the Fediverse works and email works: Someone using gmail can exchange messages with someone using protonmail, for example, and someone using Mastodon (which you can host yourself) should be able to interact with someone using Threads or Bluesky.</p>

<p>It is not perfectly there yet, but that’s the intention of this movement.</p>

<p>Many institutions have put up their own communities now on the Fediverse, such as <a href="https://social.amsterdam.nl/about">Amsterdam</a>, <a href="https://ec.social-network.europa.eu/explore">The European Union</a>, and <a href="https://github.com/nathanlesage/academics-on-mastodon">various Academic institutions</a>.</p>

<p>This is because you should own your data and not be dependent on any private party when communicating with your community.</p>

<h2 id="why-i-care-so-much-about-the-fediverse">Why I care so much about the Fediverse</h2>

<p>I see huge potential in the Fediverse. We’ve gone from Internet of Things to the Internet of People…</p>

<p>And we are seeing technology used to protect and help communities thrive.</p>

<p>If this is not what tech is for, then I don’t know what else is. :)</p>]]></content><author><name>Ayo</name></author><category term="technology" /><summary type="html"><![CDATA[Out of all the recent events, why do I care this much about this?]]></summary></entry><entry><title type="html">Radical Growth</title><link href="https://ayos.blog/radical-growth/" rel="alternate" type="text/html" title="Radical Growth" /><published>2025-02-19T00:00:00+00:00</published><updated>2025-02-19T00:00:00+00:00</updated><id>https://ayos.blog/radical-growth</id><content type="html" xml:base="https://ayos.blog/radical-growth/"><![CDATA[<p>In a section of her book “Radical Candor”, Kim Scott, former CEO coach at Dropbox and Twitter and executive at Google and Apple, reflected on her views about growth. She acknowledged that we all have different seasons and that both “slowing down” and “steep growth” are good. She thoughtfully described this realization as a contrast to her younger self’s belief that aligned more with Catherine the Great’s quote “That which does not grow, rots.” – implying that this quote is not right.</p>

<p>Yes, it is true that we all have different seasons, and stability should be as valued as much as we do for steep growth. But I think this line of thinking is anchored on one easy assumption which is not true: that all growth is visible.</p>

<h2 id="what-is-essential-is-invisible-to-the-eye">What is essential is invisible to the eye</h2>

<p>Here’s the clincher: I still think Catherine the Great is correct: “That which does not grow, rots.”</p>

<p>Growth will always be the proof of life.</p>

<p>However, not all growth is the same… or <em>looks</em> the same.</p>

<p>Consider how trees both grow upwards (leaves seeking light) and downwards (roots seeking nutrients). This is how we should properly view growth.</p>

<p>If all you seek is glorious upwards growth without stable foundational growth… this is not sustainable. Trees without the support of a strong network of roots are not resilient against the test of storms and time.</p>

<h2 id="the-two-motivations-significance--security">The two motivations: significance &amp; security</h2>

<p>Years ago, I was invited to give a talk to an audience of near-graduating Computer Science students. According to the organizers, the invite was to talk about my experience because of my “uncommon” choice to go into the public sector. But, of course, being me, I took that chance to be all philosophical and attempted to inspire people. 😅</p>

<p>I told the story of how I started in a low-paying job in our state university (University of the Philippines) which eventually got me into a high-significance project for the country’s flagship Disaster Risk Reduction &amp; Mitigation initiative… which was still low-paying. Haha. But it was a steep growth: I was playing both technical and leadership roles in a high-impact project where the most important benchmark we measured was “how many lives were lost after a Typhoon”. We were on the news every week. Different governments visited our offices. I was speaking at conferences.</p>

<p>Eventually though, when the personal needs changed, I took on more “side” hustles to patch for the lack of pay. At a high pace, this became noticeably unhealthy. I became grumpy all the time due to stress, and I ended up not being effective in my roles. The projects were successful, I was not.</p>

<p>At the same time, I realized what I was doing is far from what I want to do: I did more management than tech… talking with stakeholders (dev rel stuff, project management, meeting with investors/money folks)</p>

<p>I decided to let go of that life and be employed in a higher-paying job with an NY-based ERP cloud software provider, writing unit tests and Angular components.</p>

<p>All that to say that any choice you make in your career will be a trade off between two motivations: significance &amp; security… both ideally increasing over time depending on your “season”.</p>

<p>The time when I seemed to be on a steep growth did not offer the stability that would be sustainable for my life.</p>

<h2 id="assess-which-growth-to-focus-on">Assess which “growth” to focus on</h2>

<p>I think I made good decisions then. When I interviewed for the job going from management and “back” to engineering, I was asked: “Are you sure?”.</p>

<p>Yes, I was. And in retrospect, I still am. This enabled me to have more focused technical experience and capability to support the eventual leadership roles I got involved in.</p>

<p>I won’t change anything in my experience.</p>

<p>But I learned an important lesson though: every now and then, ask yourself where you are in your life and assess whether you are spending energies and resources in the correct flavor of “growth”.</p>

<h2 id="radical-growth">Radical growth</h2>

<p>I believe radical growth is having a good rhythm between glorious and foundational. Both visible and invisible. Steep and stable.</p>

<p>Spending time to quietly focus on fundamentals is not “slowing down”. This is a necessary step to achieve the “steep growth” we all love to see… and make that sustainable and resilient.</p>

<p>The question begs to be answered: what season are you in now?</p>]]></content><author><name>Ayo</name></author><category term="motivational" /><summary type="html"><![CDATA[Some thoughts different forms of growth and the motivations behind them]]></summary><media:thumbnail xmlns:media="http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/" url="https://ayos.blog/trees" /><media:content medium="image" url="https://ayos.blog/trees" xmlns:media="http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/" /></entry><entry><title type="html">Elk: A Nimble Client for Mastodon - FOSDEM 2025</title><link href="https://ayos.blog/elk-fosdem-2025/" rel="alternate" type="text/html" title="Elk: A Nimble Client for Mastodon - FOSDEM 2025" /><published>2025-02-11T00:00:00+00:00</published><updated>2025-02-11T00:00:00+00:00</updated><id>https://ayos.blog/elk-fosdem-2025</id><content type="html" xml:base="https://ayos.blog/elk-fosdem-2025/"><![CDATA[<p>On the 1st of February 2025, I presented a project at <a href="https://fosdem.org/2025/">FOSDEM 2025</a> <a href="https://fosdem.org/2025/schedule/track/social-web/">Social Web track</a>. I am very glad I got to participate in this one, as I have been passionately involved in the <a href="https://ayo.ayco.io/now/and-then/posts/2023-01-19">fediverse</a> since I have joined in 2022.</p>

<p>I talked about <a href="https://github.com/elk-zone/elk">Elk</a>, which is is a nimble <a href="https://joinmastodon.org/">Mastodon</a> client with great attention to user experience, boasting features such as being a Progressive Web App (PWA), support for code blocks with syntax highlighting, chronological threading, and markdown formatting.</p>

<p>In this talk, I gave a brief history of Elk development from the perspective of a contributor who has never written a Vue component (before Elk), some key features of the web application, and a look forward to the future of the project.</p>

<h3 id="links">Links:</h3>

<ol>
  <li><a href="https://drive.google.com/file/d/1oV00LWG4ahFGwDFeIUYvDKxLxJxzvTgU/view?usp=sharing">Slides</a></li>
  <li><a href="https://youtu.be/LIiB8CmI14c?si=Pvbtt0-R8N3t15Xn">Video</a></li>
</ol>

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  <a href="https://youtu.be/LIiB8CmI14c" class="lyt-playbtn" title="Play Video">
    <span class="lyt-visually-hidden">Play Video: Elk: A Nimble Client for Mastodon - FOSDEM 2025</span>
  </a>
</lite-youtube>]]></content><author><name>Ayo</name></author><category term="talks" /><summary type="html"><![CDATA[A presentation about Elk at FOSDEM 2025 Social Web]]></summary><media:thumbnail xmlns:media="http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/" url="https://ayos.blog/elk-fosdem2025-sm" /><media:content medium="image" url="https://ayos.blog/elk-fosdem2025-sm" xmlns:media="http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/" /></entry><entry><title type="html">My Setups Part One - Writing This</title><link href="https://ayos.blog/my-setup-part-one/" rel="alternate" type="text/html" title="My Setups Part One - Writing This" /><published>2025-01-11T00:00:00+00:00</published><updated>2025-01-11T00:00:00+00:00</updated><id>https://ayos.blog/my-setup-part-one</id><content type="html" xml:base="https://ayos.blog/my-setup-part-one/"><![CDATA[<p>This is the first of a hundred-part series to cover all my setups for all the things I do and/or want to do. For now, I want to start with my setup for writing this…</p>

<h2 id="the-setup">The Setup</h2>

<p>I have an iPad-powered writing setup in a small corner in my apartment. I use a mechanical keyboard; they call this 60% because… I guess because it’s small? It doesn’t have a numpad, or arrow keys… oh no, I think this is the 45 % because 60% has arrow keys. So yeah, I like this… I had a phase when I really liked obsessing on mechanical keybs, but now I mostly feel like I’m actually just a poser, because I don’t have a lot of ‘em. I only have this one and another one–which is…. I think it’s a 60%? It’s a weirder one but that’s for another blog I guess.</p>

<p><img src="../assets/images/my-setup-part-one/keyboard.JPG" alt="A small mechanical keyboard" /></p>

<blockquote>
  <p>The brand is Redragon but I don’t remember the model. I changed the keycaps to a different profile (shorter) and classic look.</p>
</blockquote>

<p>Moving on to my DAC in this setup… But first, what is a DAC? Well, I’m glad you asked. It’s an acronym. More importantly, it stands for Digital-to-Analog-Converter… I think. The ‘C’ part, I have to check again if it’s the right word, but I’m pretty sure the D-A part is Digital and Analog. It converts the digital bit from the computer (i.e., the iPad) into electrical bit that will travel through the wire into your headphones. It is important to note that most computers have an internal DAC (also called “sound card”) but they suck. So I have this one, and it is portable compared to my other one which is not but that’s for another blog. Told you it’s a hundred-part series.</p>

<p><img src="../assets/images/my-setup-part-one/DAC.JPG" alt="The ifi portable DAC" /></p>

<blockquote>
  <p>iFi Audio Hip-DAC3</p>
</blockquote>

<p>For the iPad itself I have a 2018 model USB-C that is color Yellow. Let’s break down the technical reasons for each of those adjectives.</p>

<ol>
  <li>2018 model - why? Because I’m cheap. And it’s the first time I bought an iPad. I actually regret this a tiny bit because sometimes it is slow for some things, but I just learned to not rely on it on heavy things. I forgive it. Maybe I should not be so hard on it, or myself for getting it.</li>
  <li>USB-C - this is the best thing about the thing. It used to be that iPads needed a lightning cable. No more. It’s time to be reasonable, thought Apple. Why? Because of this we can use a lot with the thing without converters, including DACs. Which is a converter (I just checked)</li>
  <li>Color Yellow - why? Because everyone gets black or gray. If my iPad gets lost and I have to ask lost and found, there’s a 87.02% chance mine is the only yellow one. Or some kid’s. I thought I’d probably get a case and it wouldn’t matter much. And if you squint your eyes you can pretend it’s gold and that’s a fancy color.</li>
</ol>

<p><img src="../assets/images/my-setup-part-one/ipad.JPG" alt="the iPad" /></p>

<blockquote>
  <p>10.9-inch iPad Wi‑Fi 64GB - Yellow</p>
</blockquote>

<p>I also have an Apple Pencil which my kid uses sometimes. I also used it recently because I subscribed to Canva free trial to <a href="https://social.ayco.io/@ayo/113776535074404987">create</a> <a href="https://fosstodon.org/@ayo/113798128716540561">logos</a>. :) <a href="mailto:hi@ayo.run">Hire me to make your next branding library</a></p>

<p><img src="../assets/images/my-setup-part-one/pencil.JPG" alt="the Apple Pencil" /></p>

<blockquote>
  <p>Apple Pencil (USB-C)</p>
</blockquote>

<p>That’s it, thanks for reading the first of my hundred-part series to cover all my setups. Next time let’s talk about my setup for stopping writing.</p>

<p>Oh yeah, the iPad is on a magnetic case that has a keyboard. The keyboard works but I don’t like it, if I’m honest. It’s used when on-the-go, mostly.</p>

<p><img src="../assets/images/my-setup-part-one/case.jpg" alt="the case" /></p>

<blockquote>
  <p>Wireless keyboard case from Temu</p>
</blockquote>

<p>Oh man, I’m not sure if I like this post</p>]]></content><author><name>Ayo</name></author><category term="productivity" /><summary type="html"><![CDATA[Here, I talk about one of my setups (part one)]]></summary><media:thumbnail xmlns:media="http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/" url="https://ayos.blog/my-setup-part-one/setup" /><media:content medium="image" url="https://ayos.blog/my-setup-part-one/setup" xmlns:media="http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/" /></entry></feed>